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Feb. 16th, 2010

Some Drunky + AJ Cook!

Quarterly update...

I don't write in here often enough.

Here goes.

That guy who I thought might be interested? 
Yeah, pretty sure he's beyond not.
So, awesome.

That guy who I drunkenly made out with a year ago? Well, the first guy I made out with, ever, albeit drunkenly?
Invited me out for VDay.
Of all the fucking days.
The 'weather was bad'/it was fucking Valentine's Day, man! and I sent him a text saying "Hey, the weather's shit and buses are lame, let's hang out tomorrow at karaoke", then friends decided they didn't want to go out the next night, and I had to cancel again.

As fucked as it sounds, I like it better when people don't like me. There's no pressure.  I don't have to worry about if they expect me to kiss them, or if they're expecting me to jump into bed with them.
I think I'll be single for a long while, and I'm not entirely sure that I mind.
I mean, day-to-day I don't really care, aside from wanting to know what the first guy's (Loserface, from here on out) problem is.
It's when I watch a rom-com like 10 Things I Hate About You, I get bitter and jealous.

I'm not even sure what I want. 

On an (un)related note, I went and worked out today.  I'm going to start getting up early and going to the gym.  I feel so much better when I do, and, between you, me, and the internet, I could stand to lose a few.

Nov. 5th, 2009

Some Drunky + AJ Cook!

Would it be okay, would it be okay, if I took your breath away?

* Find your birth month and paste it at the top.
* Strike what doesn't apply; highlight what does.
* Post that and all twelve months under an LJ cut.


SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. (Getting there.) Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself.  Understanding. Fun to be around. (I'd like to think so.) Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions.(Wear 'em on my sleeve.) Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. (Oh my gosh, THIS.) Systematic.

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Oct. 26th, 2009

Some Drunky + AJ Cook!

Watching Criminal Minds and The Wizard of Oz...

last night, and I realized that, technically, that qualifies me for this graph.


I think I love this graph a little more than I should.

Oct. 22nd, 2009

#$%&!

Initial response to 5x05 Cradle to Grave, aka ASDKFDKALAESA!!!

Oh, this is going to be a mindfuck.
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Oct. 18th, 2009

zee many faces of Buffy!

OMG I WANTS TEH SCHOOLING.

So, after posting this:
"There's a term called "diabulimia", when diabetics don't take proper insulin with the intent of losing weight... maybe work that in? Most people with eating disorders don't fall into one strict category. You could talk about how the diabetic eating plan/emphasis on carbohydrates puts a greater emphasis on food intake than with non-diabetics, and can exacerbate the occurrance of EDs in diabetics. The diagnosis of diabetes can give the person a loss of control, leading to excessive control through food... orthorexia, where people have an obsession about healthy foods could be caused by the diabetic food plan.
Not sure how much of that you have/can use, but hope something helps."

on an acquaintance's Facebook status, it is clear that I need to GET MYSELF INTO A SCHOOL SETTING.

Seriously.
It's been 3 years.
It's time.

I miss learning.
I don't want to fail.
I don't know what I want to do.
Blergh.

Sep. 27th, 2009

#$%&!

FML. x1000

So, there's this guy.
And I get so damn nervous around him that I can't say anything.

I can talk to tons of other people.
I can make them laugh.
But this guy? 
Gah.

I seriously wish I could go back 6 months and erase the part of my brain that "clicked" when my coworker suggested he'd be a good pick for me.
I can get along just fine with guys who have girlfriends, or who I'm not interested in, but if there's the tiniest little chance I think they're cute, well, FML.

Jun. 3rd, 2009

Smug!Prentiss

Extra Shemar Moore ticket...

One of my friends backed out on the Shemar Meet-n-Greet clubbing thingermabobber, because she is OBVIOUSLY INSANE.

So now I have an extra ticket.

Yay me.

(On a plus, I'm SO buying a dress like Prentiss' tomorrow.)

May. 8th, 2009

Some Drunky + AJ Cook!

Writer's Block: Folktales of the City

What is your favorite urban legend? Have you or anyone you know ever been fooled by one?
Oh god.  Bloody Mary was a bitch when I was younger.  I was in a 1/2 split class when I was in Grade 1, and one of the second graders told me about how if you stood in front of a mirror, spun around, and said "Bloody Mary" three times, she'd come out of the mirror.

I was terrified.  Seriously, I couldn't understand why someone would order a drink called "Bloody Mary" in a bar because HOLYMFGODTHATBITCHISSCARYWTF!!!?

My Mom used to have to check all the closets/under the beds with me EVERY SINGLE NIGHT because I was convinced she was hiding somewhere.

I was fine, pretty much forgot about it for a few years, then one day when I was sitting in a bathroom at my new school, someone did it in there and started the hype all over again.

My Mom finally did it herself to show me nothing was going to happen.  When nothing did, I told her she obviously did it wrong, lol.

May. 6th, 2009

fangirl.isit.

Nobody's ever got that reference before

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Feb. 25th, 2009

Some Drunky + AJ Cook!

My Criminal Minds lurve is not shared by my roomate.

I went out and commented on how particularly dashing Reid looked tonight, with the hair and the stubble and the shirt... and she just groaned.

The lurve? I doesn't has it.

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